My Story

What do you want to know about me? Well, I just hate labels, don't you! So if you ask me, am I a pre-op transexual or tv, then I just don't know how to answer you. All that I know is that whatever I am, that's what I've always been, that's hopw I was brought into this life. I suppose, like lots of other t-girls, I first realised that I was different when I was quite young, at about the age of 8 or nine. That was the first time I persuaded a boy to treat me as the girl I am. But, sad to say. it did take me a very long time to understand how I was different. And then I had to come to terms with that. There have been lots of bumps and crashes on the way, but here I am!

Now I am very happy and contented with my situation. Of course, if I hadn't been so stupid for so long, I might have gone the whole way. That would have been beautiful, to be female 100% of the time, instead of just as often as I can. But that doesn't stop my heart! She feels a woman all the time. It helps a lot, of course, that I have the kind of job that gives me lots of freedom to do ~ and dress ~ as I want. I always feel uncomfortable if I'm not my true self. So you decide what I am!

Recently I have started taking hormones. So, you see, I'm still deciding myself. I've always been a bit scared about doing taking hormones, but eventually a very close friend persuaded me. And he was right. It's not just a case of having (teensy-weensy) bumps in the right places, it also makes me feel so much more feminine inside and happy with my self. How much further I'll go is something I have no idea about, yet.

Now I have a new flat. It's a long and in some ways a sad tale, but I won't bother you with that. However every cloud has a silver lining, they say, don't they? And this new place has definite advantages. It's very discreet and safe (like me! - lol). So it will be so much so much easier for friends to visit me here. So don't leave me here lonely! And I've started to put a few new pictures of me here on to my photo gallery. Go there and see what you think.

Well, what do I like doing? Above all, just being a girl. That means lots of things to me: buying clothes, trying new make-up (it doesn't always work!), buying magaizines, having pretty things around me. But most of all, it makes me feel real. For company I have one or two dolls, and a little collection of teddy bears, who I can cuddle up to when I am in bed. And, of course, there's my cats. I even like housework (a little!).

And I like to chat and gossip with other girls. It's just lovely knowing that there is a sisterhood out there. To be able to chat, to be able to exchange tips and ideas, perhaps even to hear a naughty rumour or two. It's wonderful.

But don't worry, boys!! I like to chat with you too!!! I still couldn't live without you. After all, you do have your uses!!!! Not that it's simply a question of sex, although I've no wish to live in a nunnery all my life!!. More, it's about fulfilling my true identity. Don't be shy about writing to me. I will write back as soon as I can.

I am slowly building up my photo gallery both with pictures I like, but also with pictures that you like too! So remember to keep checking! I like to post different pictures every so often. As I said before, I just adore cats. If you feel the same way, then take a look at my cats page. You can even send me a picture or your own cats and I'll post them on the page. You'll see there are some there already. There's also another page with a few links to other girls and the occasional other interesting site. But boys, especially, remember I might just get jealous if you start looking at other girls! My brown eyes might turn green!

That's all so far. But remember to check my photo gallery, and also please write because I so love to hear from both girl-friends and boy-friends around the world. And I want to let you know that I just love to hear from friends on the continent, and sometimes I can make a vauge effort to speak your language if it's not English.

My she-mail address is [email protected]

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